well could talk her puls became regular, we ceased
all further preperations for laying her out. A slight
emetic was given her, ^&^ injections with a portions of
charcoal, to kill mortification. her body was washed
all over will [with] Alkilie of salaratus she vomited black
stuff that looked like mortification or that it cone [come]
from the liver she appeared better through the
day. Doctors Churchel & George Sewell were both
asstonished at her being alive on their return they
continued to do what they could for her. She said she
thought she should get well, but was willing to die and
go to rest if it was the will of God. Sister Foss was
vary calm but sick felt resigned concerning
Elizabeth, & vary calmly gave the children some
council concerning domestic affairs if she should
not live, herself, in the evening Mrs Woodruff & myself
returned to Fathers Carters & spent the night
during the night Sarah Elizabeth had an immens
quantity of black matter come from her which
had the appearance of the affect of Mortification.
it appeared difficult to decide whether her revival
was a revival before death or whether it was a turn
of the fever some believed she would get well
while others believed she could not but time will soon decide
I dreamed of being in Nauvoo Br Kimball {going to} England Br Wedster
{denied the faith} my sister Eunice {left in the hands} of Elder Young

November 15, 1844 ~ Friday

15^th Sarah Elizabeth is alive this morning Mrs Woodruff
has gone up to spend the day with the sick. Sister
Foss & Ira are also vary sick. It is a dark time I
am surrounded with darkness like midnight the
plague or the destroyer is on my right and left hand
triying to hedge up my way from filling my mission
but I trust the Lord will deliver me in some
way

well could talk her puls became regular, we ceased all further preperations for laying her out. A slight emetic was given her, &injections with a portions of charcoal, to kill mortification. her body was washed all over will with Alkilie of salaratus she vomited black stuff that looked like mortification or that it come from the liver she appeared better through the day. Doctors Churchel & George Sewell were both asstonished at her being alive on their return they continued to do what they could for her. She said she thought she should get well. but was willing to die and go to rest if it was the will of God. Sister Foss was vary calm but sick felt resigned concerning Elizabeth. & vary calmly gave the children some council concerning domestic affairs if she should not live, herself, in the evening Mrs Woodruff & myself returned to Fathers Carters & spent the night during the night Sarah Elizabeth had an immens quantity of black matter come from her which had the appearance of the affect of Mortification. it appeared difficult to decide whether her revival was a revival before death or whether it was a turn of the fever some believed she would get well while others believed she could not but time will soon decide I dreamed of being in Nauvoo Br Kimball {going to} England Br Wedster {denied the faith} my sister Eunice {left in the hands} of Elder Young

November 15, 1844 ~ Friday

15th Sarah Elizabeth is alive this morning. Mrs Woodruff has gone up to spend the day with the sick. Sister Foss & Ira are also vary sick. It is a dark time I am surrounded with darkness like midnight the plague or the destroyer is on my right and left hand trying to hedge up my way from filling my mission but I trust the Lord will deliver me in some way